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Hey guys, so yeah, happy Inktober everyone! Having a lot of fun doing Inktober drawings. Not only that i'm having a lot of fun with my art style, and you guys seem to be enjoying it so that makes me happy, lol. Anyways, besides Inktober, what exactly am I up to? Well for starters i'm trying to figure out how to become a freelance illustrator, i'm looking into that. And I'm also looking into Patreon, I wouldnt mind drawing comissioned work with that it sounds nice. But other then that stuff, coolest news is i'm finally working on a comic book. It will most likely be online, free to read, because free stuff rocks, but im still contemplating starting a patreon for it, or something. Be really nice to get extra money to help it keep going. But im gonna wait until aftert I get some of it done, see how people like it. It's pretty straight forward, a vampire samurai is wandering limbo on a quest, and along the way kills the hell out of a lot of demons and monsters. When I get the site set up and some pages uploaded I'll put a link up for you guys to check out. As for last month, thank you guys so much for helping out with my house payment, I appreciate it, and hopefully my money situation will be changing for the better so I dont have to repeat that situation.
So yeah, in summary, im having a lot of fun with my art, im glad you guys are liking my Inktober stuff, and I hope you guys will enjoy my webcomic when I get some of it done.
Happy Inktober everyone!!
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We did it! House payment was paid! Thank you to those who donated, I unbelievably appreciate it!
This hasn't recently come to my attention, I've actually had this thought in mind for a while. My artwork is not fantastic. It's not. I never claim to be a fantastic artist, I never claim to be as good as the pros, and only about a year ago that actually used to bug me. It used to drive me insane in high school, when I was aiming to become a professional artist. And that obsession with perfection drove me into a downward spiral, where I lost the love for my art. Recently though, just last year, I started drawing for me again. And an awesome newgrounds member, Miroko http://miroko.newgrounds.com/ saw something in my art that he liked. This ignited my love for my art again. I joined this site not knowing or really caring if I would get scouted or not, but it was nice to see people were enjoying my stuff. But still just because i'm scouted doesn't mean all my stuff will get well recieved ratings or reviews. In fact 2 of my recent drawings I like very much, the Samurai Vampire drawing and the Red Smoke Ninja drawing have not recieved good ratings, but that's ok! Know why? Because I liked those drawings, and I wanted to share them with you, the people of newgrounds! What exactly is the point to this news post entry? Well it's this:
I used to take ratings very seriously. If something I drew didn't get a nice rating, I would sometimes delete it. I wasn't always comfortable with my art and i've gone through many art styles experimenting and trying new ways of drawing. But I finally decided to start taking the ratings and some reviews with a grain of salt. Don't get me wrong people who review my drawings, I appreciate everyone's feedback and I take it into consideration! I love hearing people give me advice because it helps me improve. But for those that struggle with their art, and those that think about giving up I just wanted to say it's not easy improving. I've been self teaching myself how to draw since I was 5. And I am still teaching myself and learning new things. You will never improve unless you practice, and you will not get any better if you quit, but don't become obsessed with perfection! Draw because you want to! Draw if you enjoy it! Find a style you enjoy and draw with it! You will not always get good ratings or feedback, but don't let that dissuade you. If someone is trying to give you advice, take it into consideration and learn from it. If someone is just being a jerk then ignore it. But please just draw for you.
I will end this entry with my own bit of advice: I got started drawing by trying to mimic artists that I enjoy. If there's an art style you like then try to learn from it. Possibly look up information about the artist's technique. Eventually your own art style will flourish from that. Artists that personally I have tried to mimic and that have helped inspire me are Johnny Ryan (Prison Pit), Bryan Lee O'Malley (Scott Pilgrim), Koutarou Sekine (Ninja Slayer Kills!), Jimmy Giegerich (Fight Frogs, Executioner and Friend), Clement Suave (Army of Two 40th Day concept art, GI Joe Renegades), Hiromu Arakawa (Fullmetal Alchemist), Kentaro Miura (Berserk), Ken Ishikawa (Getter Robo, Yakuza Weapon), Masashi Kishimoto (Naruto), Kelly Turnbull (Manly Guys Doing Manly Things), and Fred Gallagher (Megatokyo) and that's only to name a few.... or a lot... wow that got out of hand.
If you read all of this to the end you deserve a reward!.... I don't have anything to give but just saying you deserve something.... Sorry.
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Yep, today's my birthday, lol. I am now 21 years old. What exactly do I plan to do today? Prolly gonna marathon Rob Zombie's movies with my mom and brother, then draw more metal inspired artwork. lolz
So yaw that Benny comic.... I really don't like it. Like. At all. I just wanted to do a couple pages, only did two, came to the conclusion that I don't like it, and it's not a comic i want to work on. Sooooo back to trying to think of a comic to create, lolz.
Anyways, other then that just drawing random stuff. How are you guys doing? Any fun plans for the holidays?
Life's hard. That's life. Everyone has to deal with that. I want to draw comics, and cool characters. So i'm gonna. That's that. If I was told the world was going down tomorrow, I wouldn't care. It wouldn't stop me. I'd still hold on to what I enjoy. I enjoy my family. I enjoy my friends. I enjoy drawing. I enjoy newgrounds. So no matter what, I'm gonna keep going. Either I get a break or a don't. I don't care. I'm drawing for me now. And it feels good.
Things to come: Expect me to start uploading some short comics i'm working on onto here. As well as more character artwork, because that's what I really enjoy drawing, lol.
Also, I know it's a bit early, but happy holidays everyone!
I would like to aplogize to all of the kind people that commented on my last self pity post. I am sorry to have even posted something reflecting my self wallow. I don't like to do that. It happens some times because of my depression. I don't want to give up on art, but my financial situation makes it incredibly hard to want to continue to do anything that makes me happy. I seem to be constantly on the verge of homelessness, I can't go to college because thanks to the new mandatory state test, I graduated with my diploma, and everything at this point in my life is utter shit. I don't want to give up on art, but it's hard to want to continue when I never feel that happy anymore. Thank you to all those that said encouraging things, please do not feel obliged to comment on this post. Hopefully i'll be getting a job soon so that I don't have to worry about finances anymore, and can enjoy drawing again.
I find it harder and harder to look forward to something positive. My drawings are an innate and useless skill.
So yaw, been aboooout what, 9 days since my last update? Sorry if i'm updating too much, just lotta stuff happening right now. Went to a Slipknot concert last night, that was super badass. And got the new Mad Max Fury Road, that was equally as awesome, lol. As for updates on my artwork. Still working on comics. In the whole "story and plot" process right now, but I think i'm getting close to a good idea for a comic project. As for my art in general, I got a pack of prismacolor art pens again, and they're cool and all. But as "professional" looking as they might be, I kind of enjoy sharpie pens and markers more. Idk. Call me weird but sharpie pens seem to have a good medium on lines, and sharpie pens are easier to shade with. So prolly most my stuff will be drawn with them. Prolly going to draw some more gore artwork, but also planning on doing fan art of favorite animes and video games and stuff.
Also something else that has been brought to my attention is my change in art styles. My friends tell me I switch art style more then junkies swap needles. It's kind of true, I have a bad habit of always changing my art style. But I think i'm going to try sticking to my current style, and evolve with it. So yaw. That's my little update. How are you guys doing?
Hey guys. So I might be becoming less active then usual on this site for a time being. The reason for that is i'm finally getting back into webcomics after longer then a year hiatus from it. I'm going to be working on 3 or more webcomics, which will take up a good amount of my time. When I get them up and running i'll put a link up on here for you guys to check out. But just wanted to explain why I might be less active on here for a bit, in case anyone wonders, lol. Might also be doing a youtube series with my friends about what it's like starting up an indie comic group and doing webcomics. Just be something fun to do, like a production diary, those things seem to be popular these days, lol. Then you guys can finally see the man behind these drawings. And the monster that lives under my bed. HE IS REAL AND DO NOT SAY I'M CRAZY OR I WILL RIP YOUR FACE OFF AND NAIL IT TO A CABBAGE PATCH KID!! Anyways. Yaw. So i'll be off here for a bit. I'll still be on as much as possible to see how everyone's doing, and to check out new art and stuff. But won't be uploading as much drawings. So yaw. Happy October folks! See you on Halloween! (hopefully lolz)